I know y'all aren't doctors but I need someone to relate to

Been going through crazy shit. Officially 9 days late. What I thought was my period this morning was only a dribble that lasted an hour. I wore a tampon all day to only see a tiny bit of blood. My boobs still hurt and I'm very bloated yet I have no BFP s. I am going to make an appt for the doctor this week if af doesn't show it's full ugly fucking face. Don't play peeka-a-boo with me bitch!! Has anyone experience this? Am I going crazy?!