Thoughts- MC, HSG

I'm having such a hard time. We MC at 8 weeks in May of 16. We haven't been able to conceive since.

I have no energy or motivation to do anything. My little cousin got herself knocked up by her boyfriend of 6 months on a "whoops" and I'm so bitter about it. Her baby shower is at the end of this month and I don't know if I can go. We have been close since we were little kids.

I'm waiting for my af to get here this month, and once this is over I may go ahead and have my dr do an HSG. What are the steps if my tubes are blocked? If this happened to anyone, what did it cost to unblock them?

I just feel so defeated.