Just life tbh.

Okay so I need help. I really like this guy right and I know he likes me too we kissed and all of that (nothing more!!) but I know he wants me to be his girlfriend but I don't know if I want a relationship or if I like the idea of one it annoys me as I've been single for about two years and I do miss what my ex and I would do together but I don't miss him. I don't know if I like the idea of it or if I genuinely want it. Like I said before I really like this new guy. A part of me is also very scared of it all ruining but I know I can't live my life in fear of a relationship you know? Any advice would be helpful and if you have any questions feel free to ask me. I'm a confusing person I know I'm sorry 😐