Why is it so hard for me to get pregnant? I'm so tired of seeing negative pregnancy tests day after day, month after month. Everyone is getting pregnant and all I can think is what's wrong with me? I've never wanted something so bad in my life and for the life of me I can't reach it no matter how hard I try. I'm so sick of hearing that I'm trying to hard, my time will come or it's not in gods plans right now. It's getting to the point where I'm going to delete all social media because that's all I see and it's not that I'm not happy for them, but it's a reminder of what I can't have. Ugh I just don't know what to do anymore. How do i relax and not think about it?