I Messed Up

Me en my husband we have been trying to get Pregnant for 3 years and finally on the morning of 6th July 2017 I did experience one of the signs of morning sickness (vomiting).

Unfortunately on that very day I got hold of his phone en saw naked photos of his ex sent to him on his WhatsApp but I did not read the dates on the message since i was in a hurry.

I did get very angry and I left the house for some fresh air. Little did I know that I would end up in a bar drinking myself crazy.

As reality sunk into my head today morning with all my hangover I did remember this beautiful baby growing inside of me en I might have hurt him or her.

What should I do to ensure his or her safe being inside of me?

Am really confused cause today morning I stole my husbands phone again to read the dates clearly en I realized that the photos were sent way before we started our relationship.

I don't want to lose my baby. What should I do? Any help out there!