I'm losing so much hope. I keep praying and praying and trying to distract myself and I feel like god has left me 😞 why won't he help me why won't he hear me.. all I want in my whole life is to find out that I am pregnant. I cry and cry and I feel like he's left me in the darkness for so long. I can't remember the last time I have felt pure happiness. Please pray for me please send my prayers. Anything to help me