Today.

Today I took another pregnancy test.negative.but I wasn't surprised.i sat there in the bathroom and looked over my app."maybe my period will come soon then"."maybe there is still a chance?"."maybe I'll just never get pregnant..it's been 7 months ttc".for a minute I'm fine.i can go have some drinks this weekend with friends and not worry.the next minute I'm losing my mind.ill never be able to create a little life with my husband who is so patient and supportively waiting.its like what do you do?people say it'll happen when you stop trying but I don't know if I know how to stop.