TTC Impatiently

Traci

So me and my husband have been married for a year and prior to that we dated for two years. I voiced to him that due to my bad decisions that lead me to have three beautiful little girls I made a decision at 21 to have my tubes tied with the thought that one day I would meet a wonderful man and then have them untied. Well that has happened I recently had my tubes untied June 15 and now I feel like I have an obsession with getting pregnant I'm so obsessed that I took five test and of course they were all negative and now I'm just waiting on AF to arrive so I can start my journey all over again. But I'm driving myself crazy in the mist of it all. Pleas give me any kind of advice to calm my nerves I'm currently taking fertility blend and using preseed while I follow along with this app. Am I doing too much? Help!!!