Worried about the future...?

So my boyfriend of 2 years is super sweet and we had a best friend and loving relationship.... ecept we see life very differently im out going and love to meet new people, travel, and enjoy the gifts that life can offer wither it be a cute date or a luxurious trip or item, but he hates most things I enjoy and I've given alot for him. We're both very young (I'm 16, he's 19) he is my first love, he wants me to move in after high school, but I kinda want to escape. I want to live alone for awhile and just enjoy myself and regain my friends back that I lost when I stopped being a "risky teen". We are currently long distance and my parents don't approve of us, but his do. And please don't give me a parenting scolding about his age I've heard it alot and I'm hard headed. I fight myself to stay and to go. I know I love him. But I wish I could get the respect I give him. For fucks sake he said I wouldn't be as attractive if I went blonde...😢😭 but too late cuz I've already paid my hair dresser and I'm getting it done on the 18th of July.