Loss around 4.5-5 weeks

Jennifer • Boy mama to two boys, 6 and 3 💙💙

This is long and I hope someone reads its and can help me .We are TTC number 2, and I had posted about tests getting lighter and I finally started bleeding yesterday and had betas at 19 then 9.

Just wondering if anyone else has had a similar experience with a really early loss that was a little longer than a chemical and would like to share with me how it went for your afterward. I knew something was off 2 days after my period was to start and I was no longer having morning sickness and then the tests got lighter and lighter. I think the progesterone may have kept my lining in tact a little longer than if I hadn't been on it and that's why it took my betas getting so low to start bleeding. But I'm so sad because we tried for 9 cycles before this happened and I'm terrified I'll never conceive again and that if I do, this is going to happen again. I feel so lonely and scared. My husband thinks I'm overreacting, but he just doesn't understand. Anyone?