A confession to make...

hey ladies, I have something that I just need to ask someone's opinion on or rather confess and tell to someone. I would tell my parents but they would actually kill me... And I've never been that close with them. I'm almost 19 and living outside the house. Anyway, I have started to do sexual stuff (not sex. I am still a virgin) but pretty much everything else. I'm not exactly happy with that statement but in all honesty it was me that wanted it. My current boyfriend and I are the only ones who done anything I haven't done anything with my previous two relationships. My current boyfriend did not ever push for anything and has always ask me what I wanted about 5 or 6 times before doing a thing. I'm so glad for that! But the problem is I really want to go further with him and I know I won't because I made a promise that I intend to keep not to have sex until marriage. My real dilemma here is not just that I think that I would like him to be the one that ends up with me when it's time for that promise to come to fruition. I also just don't know if he should be that one. He's already had sex with other people. He used to be Catholic I am also Catholic. My problem with it is he doesn't hold to his faith anymore. Granted I haven't been the very best role model that I could be, but it still bothers me. I would really really really like to marry him one day but I don't know if I can. I want someone who is strong in their face somebody who will help me get to heaven. Even if my actions lately haven't shown it. so I guess what my question is is what should I do? I don't want him to convert back to the faith for me. I do want him to convert to the faith for himself though. I just don't know if he's the one you know. I have a sort of sign set up to know who will be the one but I just don't know if this is a fruitless effort if I should put more into it or not. I want to make the relationship healthy and godly but right now it's so hard. I know I should take away the physical and I'm going to try any other suggestions thoughts anything! Please let me know. Thank you ladies so much! I really appreciate it.