help. I'm struggling horribly...

I lost my baby at 10 weeks. no heartbeat and I had to have a d&c.; I'm so hurt. I cant stop crying and I can't stop hurting. my husband doesnt really know what to say or do he just wants to move on like nothing happened... i wanted that baby so bad and they're gone just like that. when can I start trying again? I honestly feel like the only thing that will help me feel alright in the slightest is if I conceive again. I just want to scream and cry and im angry at god for taking them away.... and I know i shouldn't be, but I loved that baby so much. help please? did you try right after a d&c; and went on to have a happy healthy pregnancy?