I'm naturally neasous all the time so it was hard on me cause I kept getting my hopes up

Lexi
I'm naturally neasous all the time so it was hard on me cause I kept getting my hopes up. Ever since getting off the pill (first full day off was March 1) We went to Ireland for our honeymoon( six months later) hoping it would happen there! It did not and I was bummed, but hopeful. AF has been so wacky and off so that didn't help. Last month we started using preseed, but not trying to purposely stress ourselves out with trying to do it a million times 😂 Last night he asked how late AF is this time and I said I think 2 or 3 weeks (which has happened before), but I'll take a test in the AM. Took one convinced I wasn't because my heart has been broken before. Luckily I had a second one just to be sure! I told my husband he seeded me 😂 were ridiculous.
​It's too early to call my mom and I have to go to work! So now I've told my husband and you. I would never normally post my ugly mug without some sort of concealer because I'm very embarrassed of my crappy skin, but this is my first reaction before I could tell him cause he was asleep. Tests taken with fmp about 5 minutes apart. I had to stop crying long enough to get the other test. I'll try a digital andmake an appointment for my blood test, but holy crap!
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