Do you really want to be raped ?

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 I see many ladies on glow  saying they want to be raped by their s.o  and I want to know if   It's that you want your SO to  unconsentually  force himself into you  posibably rough you up ( pull your hair , choke, smack you) hold you down and stroke you extremely hard and aggressively while your screaming No/Stop ? No judgement from me but I want to know those of you that want to be "raped" by SO if it the uncosentual part that arouses you or do you Just want to be roughed up ??