I had a miscarriage March 1. I've been struggling so hard to deal with it and I still can't accept why. I ended up turning to alcohol and I know it won't solve anything. Now even the smallest thing sets me off, if I'm stressed I drink, if I get mad or frustrated I drink. I'm now taking a break from school so I can get better and deal with it. I've been doing ok now I haven't drank in awhile. I just don't know how to get through it. I'm not pregnant yet. I've stopped tracking my symptoms I only track my period and that's all. I just can't understand why. I wanted my baby so bad I would've been great mom. I was so happy my husband was also. we had been waiting for this. & it sucks that we got a miscarriage. I think I knew from the beginning something didn't feel all the way right. I know it happens but it doesn't make it any easier. How long has it taken for someone who has miscarried to get pregnant again? I'm scared that when it does happen it won't stick. I don't know what to do to pick myself up and move on from this. I know I need to i just don't know how. I've recently made an appointment with an ob to get checked so we can start trying again I'm just so scared. I'm just looking for some words on encouragement and to hear others experience because I feel like I can't tell my family anything they all tell each other and it bothers me so bad.