Bipolar and ttc

Hi 👋 I was diagnosed with bipolar several years ago . Obviously I've had my ups and down but I feel good now me and my partner have been together for 9years and we both feel ready to ttc our first baby. I know I should go visit my doctor to discuss this. But the only time I've ever seen my doctor is when I'm at a depression stage and I'm so worried that if I go see him they will only see me as someone who is low, and question me about ttc, I know it might sound silly but it's something Im honestly worried about, has anyone ever felt like this or any advice please 😊x