Am I out?

Okay ladies, what are my chances?

I'm always 25 day cycles, and today af is due with no sign of her as I usually spot before she comes. I tested this morning and it's negative. I totally feel different this month as I never have cramps ( lucky me ) and at 7dpo - 10 dpo I felt light cramps on my left side that would just come and go and then occasionally I'd feel it in the right side. My boobs have some twinges in them but aren't super sore and usually aren't during af anyway. I've been having creamy cm and even some ewcm. This is my second month ttc. I came to the conclusion that since af is due today and I tested negative, I should just look forward to next month. ☹️ Think I'm out this month?