First month TTC

Tatyana

It's my first month actively TTC, third month off BCC. I am currently one day into my TWW and my anxiety is killing me! I am praying to god this is a one and done thing because I honestly can't imagine having to feel this way month after month. My heart goes out to all the women who do. Is anyone else 1-5 DPO? How do you keep yourself distracted? Here's my chart