I'm surrounded!

Ash • Married and ttc baby #1 ♡

People always say stop stressing and it will happen!! Hubby and I are ttc baby #1 and while I'm actually not stressing about it, I want it more than anything. We've only been ttc for a couple months.

I am surrounded by kids every single day. I teach 17-22 4 year olds 5 days a week then I babysit a 6 year old 4 year old and 18 month old every Friday night. I'm only kid free 2 days a week (sometimes only 1). How do you not think about it all the time when the one thing you want is the one thing you that fills your days lol. Every day my kids run into my classroom screaming my name and running into my arms. The kids I babysit cry when I leave. As much as I love all my kiddos, I want to experience that with my own kids. I want to hear someone yelling mommy instead of Ms. Ashley.

Hard not to focus on what's missing in your life when you are surrounded by it every day.