my ex🙄 (long)

natalie

okay so my ex boyfriend recently broke up with me. we were dating for 10 months. we were very close and saw each other almost every day. there were a few nude photos exchanged, i have some of his & has some of mine. we were both sexually active towards each other but both virgins. we had a very happy relationship until about mid april, that's when it went down hill. this boy was very emotionally controlling. he would always scare me by threatening to kill him self. he would manipulate me, call me psycho, fight with me, etc. although there was a lot of happy moments in our relationship there was also a fair share of negative moments. so when we broke up we were already having just like a small tiff. i don't really remember what it was about tbh. but all the sudden he just broke up with me. and he would refuse to talk to me. obviously i'm gonna be devastated bc i put so much work in to this relationship. so the day after we broke up we talked things about a bit. we agreed to just take a break. and he was sending me hearts and stuff like leading me on that everything was gonna be okay. and he would say that like we could still talk. well, any time i tried to talk to him he would say "can you just leave me alone" " we broke up get over it" but yet he said he still wanted to talk. so obviously i confronted him and we would just like flip out on me. so about a week of that i finally just had enough. one day he would lead me on the next he wouldn't want anything to do with me. so i typed him a huge paragraph basically cussing him out and telling him to stay the fuck out of my life lol.

after that he continued to talk shit on me to everyone. he told one of my guy friends that i was an ugly bitch, whore, easy etc. he also told him " the same thing got boring" like wtf does he have any respect??

so about 4 days ago. i find out that my " best friend" and him are together now. obviously i'm gonna be pissed like wtf GIRL CODE?? we haven't even been broken up for a month. so me and my ex bff got in a huge fight and i basically told her to stay the fuck out of my life as well. i mean she was the person i went to when ever me and him first broke up. she talked me through everything. so obviously i'm gonna be furious. and she acted like it was no big deal. she "just wants to be happy for once" well you can be happy with anyone else just not your BEST FRIENDS ex. am i right???

so yesterday, i was talking to a guy friend that is also friends with my ex. and he was like hey *** (ex name) showed a whole bunch of people your nudes. so obviously i'm gonna text him. so i did and i said the following:

" since you think youre so cool by showing all your friends the pics i send you.. expect your dick to be on everyone's phone. i'm done playing games."

after that we got in a huge fight and he was like can't you just let me be happy. LIKE BITCH I AM JUST STOP TALKIN SHIT. KEEP MY NAME OUT OF YOUR MOUTH AND ILL DO THE SAME?? he was basically just being a douche about the whole thing.

in conclusion, obviously i don't want him back. i don't miss him as a person i just miss the relationship. honestly i just don't know what to do anymore. like he tells me to move on but then he starts shit with me. he won't stop talking shit. like if he has a new girl why is he so concerned about me. and like any time i try to move on he'll text the boy i'm talking to and flip out on them for talking to me. i just don't know what to do any more. PLS SEND HELP 🙄🙄🙄