feeling lost :(.. advice girls.

I miss my ex fiance so much. We were together ten years, he was my best friend, my rock and my everything. I miss our home and what we had together. He left me 9 weeks before our wedding (due to be this upcoming Saturday).. As he felt I was now unattractive and had taken a fancy to a younger girl and we broke up... I have not heard from him in weeks, am devestated, I keep seeing him around town... I miss him so much. I don't know how I will ever get over this. It was due to be our wedding date this upcoming Saturday. Everything was booked and paid for... Now cancelled.. I can't get my head round what's happened. I want to try and reach out to him this weekend but I just don't know what else there is left to say.. But I feel I've also lost my soul mate and a huge part of me :'(... Advice ladies?!