Help me please

I ended all my family relationships bc I was in love I thought I chose the right guy we been together for 3 years and now I realized I was wrong I dk I don't all he does all day is play PS and at night he goes over to his friends house and plays PS I feel so lonely I lost my family and a lot of money bc of my stupid decisions everything is on my back I have to pay all the bills he doesn't even want to talk about getting a job I dk how can I get myself back up I tried talking to him but then again he listens and then he goes back on the phone and his PS