Its really tough to get out of a bad marriage and then find your soul mate a year later. Always thinking all the bad things some how carry over to the new relationship isn't fair. Sometimes worrying he's doing the same things the ex was (cheating). He's done literally nothing to make me think those things, think it's just hormones that get the best of me at times. This is why we need time to ourselves after long relationships to heal. But you can't help when you find "the one." So happy and blessed to be getting married on Tuesday and having a baby in October :-) But still having to deal with a couple of issues. Communication really is the key. Love that my so is so understanding and supportive and patient and loving and attentive and all the things that I need. He really is my rock.

Don't know why I wanted to write this down or share - just seemed like the right thing to do