coping.

so I am having babies back to back there going to be super close in age, at times I get upset and cry and worry mostly of a night time!!! I feel like a terrible person :(

what if I can't do this? how am I going to do this? sone times I can barely cope with one I never mind two????

what if its too much? what if everything really?

I love my 1st baby and I love this baby on the way Im just scared, I don't have much support around me neither so times there will just be me and my two babies...

any advice/tips or just something would be strongly appreciate! thankyou