Today I took my husbands truck to be serviced at the dealership and didn't get the truck back until way late. The dealership is in a town two hours away from home and the road home is closed for construction from 8 pm to 5 am. I wouldn't have made it before the road closed so I decided to make the hour drive to come see my dad and brothers. When I first got here it was just my dad and step mom so we went and had dinner. After we got back to the house my brothers came back from fishing. One of my brothers friends was with them. We will call him Adam. Everyone else was drinking (I'm 23 weeks pregnant) and as the night goes on Adam gets more and more flirty and more touchy. I distant myself as much as possible. Adam finally has the guts to ask me to go with him to the other side of the vehicles and gets upset when I repeatedly deny him. So I took the opportunity to come inside and come to bed while he went to his truck for something. I'm laying in bed for a while when I hear the screen door open and I hear Adam call for me. I stay quiet and don't make a sound until I hear him walk back out of the house.

I feel guilty for even coming to see my family. I feel as if I should have just stayed at my mother in laws house in the same town the dealership is in. I don't think I'll be making a trip to see my family without my husband ever again.