Clomid cycle 2

Julika
I'm 37 and dh and have have been ttc for 8 months. Af arrived yesterday to this begins our 9th cycle and 2nd on clomid. Finally last month I ovulated properly and we timed bd perfectly. It was extrememly hard to get bfn and af this weekend. I am kinda scared this month on clomid cause dr is doubling dosage to 100 mg. Last month I was so sick at ovulation. Just seems so unnatural to have to go through all this. I wish there was an easier way. Hoping this month does the trick.