i think im a sex addict

my mom calls it just me having trust issues and not letting people get close to me she said its destructive and that sex is sacred and should be w someone you love (this was a while back) but i feel like im addicted like i want to stop having sex w my hbs but its really hard. idk how i became promiscuous like this i never saw my mother act this way. im just terrible. im 16 and slept with 6 dudes this year already. i know im too crazy for someone to fall in love with me, ive never been able to hold a relationship for more than 2 months. i know stopping sounds simple and i was doing so good just sliding by w pics and dirty talk but never actually fucking anyone til today. i havent taken my birth control for a few weeks now and we didnt use any protection. this is guy #6 and hes an acquaintance.. not even really a friend with benefits. i feel like om getting a cold i feel so sick i mean yes a baby is a blessing always but i feel like he probably wouldnt be around im sorry this is long i just need to vent i cant really tell my friends this i know im a dirty whore and i have a higher body count than most women in their 30s. the sex was amazing but now i feel shitty because im on and off with this other guy and if im pregnant thats all gonna end as well as the rest of my life i want a baby and have "tried" before but this is the first time that pregnancy is actually a possibility and im freaking out i know everything ive done is stupid i wish i could just start over and wipe my slate clean but i cant ill be labeled as a hoe for the rest of my life..

oh and also. he came in me, i didnt know he did til after it happened even tho i just wanted it raw so i was like oh dont worry about it its fine. im probably just freaking out and not even pregnant i always do this to myself