Sounds crazy I know. My eldest has Aspergers and during a meltdown I wish I could just pray to make me feel like it will get better. I wish I could just sign off that some deity purposefully designed my child instead of knowing it's a genetic mix up. You can say theists are ignorant, but at least they have more positive coping mechanisms. I know I would be happier as a special needs mom if I believed in a God, but I just can't find it in me to let go of reality.. just a rant guys. Hope you guys are having a better day than I am.