Almost passing out!

Marissa • Teacher- 24- Taken by an amazing man-Married on 05/4/19- NC- Classic Galactosemia- Infertility

so Greyson and I about went all the way...we stopped just before and as he moved off me I almost passed out. im a virgin and he isn't. I have been struggling recently if I really want to wait till marriage or if we should just have sex. I get horrible anxiety when I thibk of us doing it but i know part of me really wants to.