Can't talk to my boyfriend

It's been coming up two weeks now and I haven't been able to talk to or see my boyfriend. It's getting harder and harder everyday and i feel lost and emotionless yet I still have so many emotions. What makes it worse is I'm going through one of the most stressful and testing times in my life which makes it almost unbearable not being able to talk to him. He is the one that encourages and believes in me through these times and to not have him there leaves me empty and broken. I miss and love him soo much and not knowing the next time I will be able to have any communication or see him again kills me and I don't know how I'm going to do it. Love you forever and always babe.