Can't deal..

3 months on still no bfp after my miscarriage in December.. It still hurts so much like something is missing. I have a huge hole in my heart because it was suppose to be my first child. I don't know how to deal with it and I wish I could be happy again but I know for a fact I won't be happy until I'm pregnant again.. It's so much harder with everyone around me pregnant too. 😢💔😔