bears. beets. battlestar galactica.

so let me preface this with saying af was due on the 26th, average 34 day cycles, but it's a BFN every single day since 9dpo. so I'm most likely not pregnant being that I'm about 4-5 days late and still getting bfns.

however, I'm wondering what the hell is going on. I'm more than aware of my ability to symptom spot when I let my imagination run away with itself, but I like to think I'm much more realistic and mature about these things now than I was in the past.

since day of O, I've had sore nipples--a little odd because it's not something I remember having when not ttc. In previous cycles I vaguely remember some sensitivity the day or two leading up to AF, but I mean my nipples have been extremely sensitive for a couple of weeks now. and in the last couple of days the sides of my boobs have that achy tenderness, especially in response to any kind of pressure. that's something I distinctly remember from my pregnancy with my son.

another thing is mild cramping off and on for the last couple of weeks. sometimes it even feels like I'm about to start af and I'll go to the bathroom fully expecting to see blood on the tp, but it's just very wet cm. I have had zero spotting.

I'm not even sure why I'm testing if I'm going to doubt the results 😂. I didn't find out with my son until I was 7 weeks along so I don't know if the same thing would happen with a second pregnancy.

I'm sorry this is so long--basically I want to feel like I'm a sane, rational person who isn't having hysterical pregnancy symptoms. does anyone have any insight as to why the cramping and worsening boob pain if not pregnancy?

think I could still end up being pregnant this month?