Boyfriend

So I told my boyfriend a week ago I was going to start some meds to help with my moods. Well he told me he didn't want me to start any cause he didn't want me to change. Well now everything we get into a fight he throws it up in my face saying I need to be put on meds before he gets home from work and I needs to be on meds. But yet when we ain't fighting he don't want me on it. It hurts my felling so bad when he does that.