Miscarriage.

Hello ladies! I recently found out I was pregnant!! This would have been my second child, the day after I found out I was pregnant I experienced slight cramping that got worse and worse as it went on, I got to church the next morning just figuring my two positive tests were wrong and it was a period where I then passed a huge grayish bluish clot. My mother advised me to get blood work and my hcg levels were at a 10. They told me they were sorry for my loss and there was nothing they could do and told me to got on home. I've been debating posting this for a couple days but I couldn't hold it in anymore...no one talks about it..my mom acts like it didn't happen. My husband doesn't ask how I'm doing and I can tell it's eating at him too...it's so hard and I just don't know what to do anymore....I've been trying for 2 years..please give me advice as to how to deal with this and how to go on with trying to conceive..I don't even feel right crying at this point...I was only a couple weeks along...