HELP!

My due date is in two weeks, and I honestly feel like I'm going crazy with anticipation! I can't sleep well, or get myself on a normal sleeping schedule. I haven't began nesting, and wonder if I will - I feel so lazy and almost depressed. Like there is stuff I should be doing but I have no desire or energy to do them. The past three weeks I've been checked weekly and I still haven't dilated it makes me so frustrated and I honestly just feel defeated, I want my baby already! I know it silly but I cried over it the other day, I just want to hold he already and love her. Im so impatient it's crazy.

Is anyone else like this???

Can someone give me advice?

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