Cesarian Birth Stories?

I have never and hopefully will never have to have a cesarian, but usually when I see birth stories who were c-section they don't really say how you felt, what you felt, what you saw, the process from mamas side of the sheet. They just say "delivered via c-section" and that's about it! Haha So I'm curious! : ) I think a lot of other mamas could benefit from detailed c-section experiences from all of you who have delivered that way! How did it feel?! Were you super nervous? Were you calm? How was it when they gave you the spinal/epidural? How did it feel when they were rooting around down there? Did it make you feel woozy or sick? It's like one of the few major surgeries people are conscious for, so the process from your side interests me! Props to any Mama who has gone through it. Vaginal delivery is scary enough for me! Haha My 3rd is due tomorrow and I am crossing my fingers for another successful vaginal birth, but you never know how it will go!