What the duck is it? Crushed dream 😢

So we had our anatomy scan today. Baby was practicing boxing moves and playing peekaboo. Found out what the duck baby is...little one was uber excited to show off what was between the legs. 
I had to hold back the tears so my stepkids wouldn't see after they came back in the room that my dreams of bows and tutus was crushed when our little ducky revealed his junk with such pride. 
DH was happy either way, but happier knowing our little duck is health and growing. Well time to let it all sink in that we have been blessed with a little boy after having previous losses despite our, rather my, dream of having a little girl. 
Regardless mommy and daddy love you Aidan Lestat.