Trying to Stay Positive

just venting and thinking.... It took me six years to have my daughter... after her ot took us 6months to get pregant again but sadly it was an ectopic pregnancy.. we tired right away and have had no sucess... we are 2 years into it again... im starting to want to give up.. but at the same time i keep telling myself... this will be the month... currently i started working out again in hopes that i can keep distracted with trying to loss weight.. but in the back of my mind i cant help but feel depress... every pregnancy announcement breaks my heart.. i am truly happy from them.. but i tend to withdraw from these conversations or walk away after congratulating them... am i being selfish??