So today is my due date and I'm in the hospital to try to have my baby, I ate before coming, and the dr is mad at me because of that. I know that other drs let you and encourage you to do it, and how knows why, this dr is now talking me mad because I ate saying "if I have to take you to the OR to make you a c-section, it can get worse because you have food in your stomach"... first of all we talked about going to the OR because I want to try all the way to have my baby naturally because I heal bad (keloid) and I'm trying to avoid a keloid that probably in a few years I would have to re-open because I will be pregnant again... so now I'm mad and sad because of her because I understand that I was supposed to follow her instructions but I feel like she just care the fact that she want to do the fricking c-section... I'm beyond frustrated right know.

UPDATE:

I've been reading the comments sorry for haven't updated until today... after all, sadly, I had the c-section. My blood pressure was high and let's not talk about the panic attack I had just after having the epidural. Thanks to my husband who supported me all the time and had the best attitude so he did his best for calm me during the process. I won't lie, I feel really bad and traumatic for the labor but at least my baby girl arrived safe. Apparently, even if I tried to push her I was going to have a c-section because the baby had the umbilical in her neck and was really short. Thank for all your words, meant a lot for me! I still need time to process all, to adapt to the scar and try to embrace everything even if it wasn't what I wanted. But again, thank y'all!

And please, let me introduce you, Leah Ysabella! She looks exactly like his father. Apparently, I just put the beautiful lips 🤷🏻‍♀️