Today I found out another friend is pregnant... I am so happy for her but it just hurts. This is baby #3 for her and I am still TTC #1 for over almost 3 years :( I found out 5 months ago  I have pcos and I really thought that if I lost weight like I'm suppose to and taking metformin that I would be pregnant by now but it just hasn't seemed to work for me.... :( I'm trying to be positive and not be sad but it is just kicked my butt today.