When our relationship was beautiful. It was filled with love, life and happiness. Everyday was differnt and we smiled and laughed all the time, we had trust and respect for each other and supported each other through everything. And then depression came along and made everything dark, sad, argumentative, loss of trust and support. Now I'm made feel like I'm holding him back, I'm blamed for everything that's gone wrong in his life and left feeling like I can never do anything right or do anything to please him. No matter how much love I give or how much I support him it's never enough. I cry myself to sleep every night wondering how or what I can do to make things better or easier for us.