I'm a freshman that just started high school today. Yes. I fucked up. I realized this, I say this in advanced.

I had did some things with a guy during the summer & now we broke up. We promised to keep whatever it is that happened, between us.

He is spreading the fact that I gave him a blowjob around now.

I hate this so much because I feel like such a whore.

I really am getting suicidal over this.

Please help me.