What am I going to do

I just got into it with my mom she called me the devil the dumbest child and she wish I just leave now and on the 1st I need to be out and go kill myself im crying and I don't know what to do I'm just going to leave and figure it out I have nowhere to go and have nobody I'm lost and need help i can't believe this right now I feel so worthless and ashamed I'm having to go through this I can't believe she would do this to me