seriously almost cried


ok so, I know I can't be the only one. I went into target on my lunch break, just browsing... picked up a few things then caught myself in the baby section looking at pack and plays and tiny little onsies and little diaper covers and hats. I've been ttc for 11 months now and I'm so eager to have a another baby that it's taking over my life I think. I was looking at the little diaper covers with hats and tears starting welling up in my eyes because they were just so damn cute and I thought to myself, I can't wait to be able to buy this stuff again. I had to run to the check out because I was about to burst into tears and as I type this I feel like crying. I know in due time it will come, but man if it isn't heart wrenching to look at all that stuff and not feel the urge to be upset and want to cry because it just hasn't happened yet for you. ughhh😧😣😧😣😧😣