Since I was in Kindergarten, my Father worked from the really early morning to very late at night. My sisters weren't as close to my Father as I was, and as I grew older...It got harder for me to deal with it. He started going on really long business trips. My Mother missed him...and I became more depressed. I started to cut. My Mother found out....And I told her everything. The truth is....I HATE myself. I felt that I wasn't good enough, and that was why my Father was never home. My Mom started to stick up for me...she started to bring light to the situation. My parents started arguing about everything. I need help...I havent gotten better. To make it even worse, I'm bisexual. But my Father is very religious. He HATES gays. If he ever found out.....He would leave me. Any advice to help me?