Virgin wants to try dildo... help!

Hi everyone.

I'm a virgin and using vibes to get off has become boring to me. I want to get a small one at first because using my fingers have never really been pleasurable for me (please tell me I'm not alone in that?). So any tips for a virgin would be greatly appreciated. And I already know lube is a good idea.

But I'm just worried because I don't like fingering myself this isn't going to be pleasurable.

The one below is the one I'm leaning towards.

Oh! And any suggestions on VERY discreet website shipping would be great. I live with my parents still and I don't want to be horrified.