I was with a guy earlier in the year, started out as best friends, although it became a mostly one sided relationship on his part also, he was VERY emotionally abusive and manipulative.. whenever he would try to have sex with me, I'd say things like "please get off of me, I don't want to do anything" and he would insist it was okay and say "you're fine, you're fine.." and then he would. not. stop. Most of the time I would be in pain, and uncomfortable..once he started having sex after me continuing to say no though, I kind of accepted what was happening and stopped trying to verbally fight it because it felt like a lost cause? When i brought it up with him awhile later he acted all innocent as if he hadn't done anything wrong, and made it seem like it was okay to do...but I just caught myself stressing over it, and kinda panicking a lot..is this considered rape? What steps do i take from here?