My short story

I found out I was pregnant on Christmas eve 2016. I was on the depo shot for over a year and it failed. Me and the father decided abortion. It was the best decision. He had 3 open cases he was trying to fight (which he did beat them all) but we didnt know if he would get locked up and i didn't want to be a single 21 year old mother in college. I got the abortion December 29th 2016 and it still hurts emotionally I still cry sometimes when i think about it. Does it ever get easier to think about it? I'm ready to stop being so emotional about it but I cant help but cry sometimes.