My husband asked about my fertile period for this month. I told him. Then he said that we wouldn't be having sex during that time, and that goes for the next 6 months. He wants to take a break, and spend some time with a fertility specialist. I don't mind seeing the fertility specialist, but it definitely caused an ache to hear that he wanted to take a break for half a year.

Sometimes I'm so buried in my own grief that I do not pay enough attention to the fact that even though i physically lost our babies, he lost them, too. I have no idea how I feel.