Well today was my first doctors appointment for the baby. I heard the first heartbeat today and it blew me away on the inside . A heart rate of 160. I know anything above 120 is a girl , but I don't wanna give up my hopes just yet . As the doctor check on cervix he said he believes I'm about 16 weeks. A big difference from what the hospital told me 3 weeks ago. I had blood work today after they checked my over . I got so dizzy I couldn't see and almost passed completely out. After that 15 min died I finally went over to the hospital for my ultrasound. I waited in the waiting room for 20 mins , by then it was 4pm. I went in and the nurse showed me the baby on the screen, it's head is positioned in my back which is probably why I have so much back pain . I kinda feel bad for laying on my back so much now , poor thing . It's heart was just beating so fast. I saw it's fingers , and head and it's little nose , but it has some big feet. It was moving around in different positions while the last was taking pictures , but I couldn't see cuz she turnt the screen back. Before I left she let me see one more time so I could say bye. I've hated all I've had to go through with my sicknesses and not having a summer at all, but just to see my little baby on that screen made me realize it's all worth it . I go back to the doctor on September 11. I hope I can get some pictures soon. Today was by far the best day since I found out.